Desire...
Much has changed since my last post. I few days ago I got back from Monterrey Mexico where I went on my first Missions trip. I could spend the next several days trying to explain how it went, but I wouldn't do it much justice. All I can say is, for me it was life changing and it is something I believe everyone should experience.
One of the nice things about it is that each morning you had time to have some quiet time with God and journal. The campus was set in this mountain range that was truly breath taking and it was so nice waking up early going out with a cup of coffee and watching the sun hit the mountains. That is just one of the many things I miss.
Well in those quiet times I heard God and He wasted no time telling what He wanted from me on that trip and with the rest of my life. It was the first morning I was journaling and there was a lot going on in my personal life where I have been seeing God move with His grace and mercy on my life. Anyway that first morning I was writing about how people could see the beauty of Creation and somehow say it was a coincidence and not see God. I find that ironic myself.
It was in that moment that God said to me "I have given you the desires of your heart, now desire the things of Mine". Ouch! That hit me to the core. I knew instantly what that meant for me and it immediately turned into a prayer and is something that could be my life's prayer.
If your like me then the first thing you ask is, what are God's desires? Well I could write a ton of doctrine here, but instead I'll just go with two simple things Jesus Himself said "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and should and love your neighbor as yourself". Sounds pretty easy doesn't it...
The ironic thing (I love Irony by the way) is that the only way to love God with everything I have is with the help of God. Oh and by the way the only way to love your neighbor as yourself... Yep you got it... Is with the help of God... It all starts and ends with God.
So as I reflected on the desires of God's heart I thought "maybe this isn't from God" (I know this was the voice of the enemy). Well God is pretty dedicated to letting people know what He wants if we are searching His heart. So what does God do? Well over the course of the week He not only continues to push this to me in my quiet time, but this idea of desire kept coming up. It came up in our discussions when we met as a small group and during worship.
Desire... Desire... Desire... What do you desire? Not want, but desire?
I have desired a paid Ministry role with a dream of being officially a Pastor. A side note here is that is was never my desire or my dream, it was a desire God put in my some 7 or 8 years ago that I fought for several years before I decided to pursue it. Well this past Sunday I took a huge step in that direction by accepting a position that will make my desire, my dream from God a reality. On August 25Th I will have a paid Ministry role that could influence people for the Kingdom and by the end of the year... I could be a licensed Pastor.
I am still adjusting to this idea of becoming a Pastor, some of which is because of my perception of what I have always thought a Pastor was. The bulk of the adjusting is because when God said to me in Mexico "I have given you your hearts desires, now desire the things of Mine" I knew He had given me my hearts desires. I'm not saying I have gotten everything I have wanted in my life, I'm saying God has been very generous to me and my family in giving me my desires...
So may you have your desires met by God and may you desire the things of God.
Until we pursue God with all our heart/mind/soul I'd argue God won't trust us with all our desires. To pursue doesn't mean to have it all worked out as much as it means to seek, look and search....
One of the nice things about it is that each morning you had time to have some quiet time with God and journal. The campus was set in this mountain range that was truly breath taking and it was so nice waking up early going out with a cup of coffee and watching the sun hit the mountains. That is just one of the many things I miss.
Well in those quiet times I heard God and He wasted no time telling what He wanted from me on that trip and with the rest of my life. It was the first morning I was journaling and there was a lot going on in my personal life where I have been seeing God move with His grace and mercy on my life. Anyway that first morning I was writing about how people could see the beauty of Creation and somehow say it was a coincidence and not see God. I find that ironic myself.
It was in that moment that God said to me "I have given you the desires of your heart, now desire the things of Mine". Ouch! That hit me to the core. I knew instantly what that meant for me and it immediately turned into a prayer and is something that could be my life's prayer.
If your like me then the first thing you ask is, what are God's desires? Well I could write a ton of doctrine here, but instead I'll just go with two simple things Jesus Himself said "Love the Lord your God with all your heart and should and love your neighbor as yourself". Sounds pretty easy doesn't it...
The ironic thing (I love Irony by the way) is that the only way to love God with everything I have is with the help of God. Oh and by the way the only way to love your neighbor as yourself... Yep you got it... Is with the help of God... It all starts and ends with God.
So as I reflected on the desires of God's heart I thought "maybe this isn't from God" (I know this was the voice of the enemy). Well God is pretty dedicated to letting people know what He wants if we are searching His heart. So what does God do? Well over the course of the week He not only continues to push this to me in my quiet time, but this idea of desire kept coming up. It came up in our discussions when we met as a small group and during worship.
Desire... Desire... Desire... What do you desire? Not want, but desire?
I have desired a paid Ministry role with a dream of being officially a Pastor. A side note here is that is was never my desire or my dream, it was a desire God put in my some 7 or 8 years ago that I fought for several years before I decided to pursue it. Well this past Sunday I took a huge step in that direction by accepting a position that will make my desire, my dream from God a reality. On August 25Th I will have a paid Ministry role that could influence people for the Kingdom and by the end of the year... I could be a licensed Pastor.
I am still adjusting to this idea of becoming a Pastor, some of which is because of my perception of what I have always thought a Pastor was. The bulk of the adjusting is because when God said to me in Mexico "I have given you your hearts desires, now desire the things of Mine" I knew He had given me my hearts desires. I'm not saying I have gotten everything I have wanted in my life, I'm saying God has been very generous to me and my family in giving me my desires...
So may you have your desires met by God and may you desire the things of God.
Until we pursue God with all our heart/mind/soul I'd argue God won't trust us with all our desires. To pursue doesn't mean to have it all worked out as much as it means to seek, look and search....