I want the Truth....

You can't handle the Truth.... That is one of the well known lines from a movie. It also applies to my spiritual life....

As I continue to try to become a man of Integrity I am searching the Truth of God. I am continuing to try and store scripture away in my heart, but I find times it is easy to find where others fall short of God's truths. Actually I find it very easy to do that! I am trying to remove the log in my eye before I judge others...

As I find myself more and more in the Word of God I find that HE whispers to me about the truths in my life I need to hear. I often wonder why I can't hear the whispers.... I think I busy myself so much with life that I do not slow down enough to listen to what God wants to tell me.

There are times I hear God's whispers that I can't handle the Truth. I can't tell you the number of times I been in the presence of God and HE whispers to me and I just break down and cry. Most of the time HE is just whispering that HE loves me.... Sometimes that is hard to handle because of the junk I have.

God please help me slow down to hear your whispers. I want the Truth, even if I can't handle it. Amen.