Listen...

I just got back from a wonderful vacation in Myrtle Beach. I wanted to get up early and spend some time with God, the good news is I did get up early... The bad news is so did the kid's. I was able to get some God time in on one day.

But it was on the way down driving that I felt God speaking to me. He was putting something on my heart that hasn't been there before... I have always had passion for the people who do not know how much THERE Creator loves them. But God was breaking my heart for these people as I drove, I felt as if God was yelling at me to help. I felt like he was saying this is what I want for you, this is MY dream for you. I can't explain the feeling, it was both electric and fearful. I was excited and had this feeling of nervousness. I wanted to scream out "I'm all in" at the same time I wanted to ask what cards HE was holding...

I haven't heard his voice that clear in awhile. I have felt for the last three years or so that I was being called into Ministry and maybe this is where I get to start to act on this. I have felt and know that it is just a matter of time before I get to do this. I can't wait....

That is my God Dream! To do HIS work for a living everyday... I can't imagine what that would feel like to get up everyday and make a difference for God for a living, what an honor that would be. I know it will be messy because it will involve people, I know it will be hard, I know it will stretch me in ways I can't imagine, I know that it will be hard on my family, I know that God will be with me and that HE will honor those things and that my family and I will have a better relationship with each other and HIM because of it.

God I am praying that the door I'm knocking on now, today will be opened. I do not want you to open it however for my selfish reasons, only open it if it is where I am to be. Open it for your Glory and not mine. If it is not meant to be, I'll be hurt but I will keep knocking, I must. You have told me to.....Amen,