Open

Well today we are having yet another open house. We are getting closer and closer to our dead line to sell the house and I can feel the pressure mounting.... I have been praying, no more like pleading to God to sell our house. We first said we wanted to make $10,000 on the house and now we are willing to take a couple of thousand dollar loss just to move on with our life. Our new home will be done in September and that sounds like a long time, but it will be here before we know it.

Every week that passes the more stressed I become. I do not want to get to the end of this and walk away from a brand new home... I am more stressed about letting other people down than myself. I do not want to waste the mortgage company's time, the builders time, my family's time or waste the hopes and dreams that we have.

I just feel that God has been apart of how we got where we are and I can not help but think that everything is going to work out. My only problem with that is my history.... I have twice thought God was in something and both times it didn't work out. I need God more than ever in this time and place in my life, so if anyone reads this please pray that someone buys our home. I know that our home will be a blessing for someone, it has been a great home for seven years and I know we will not live here forever.

God I pray that this trail in our life passes and we grow closer to you. I pray that we see and learn whatever it is we are to learn from this for your glory. I pray that this helps strengthen our faith for our Lord and that we can step into the next thing you are calling us into.... In Jesus name....Amen.